Dear You,
Day two without you. God, this already really sucks. I never realized how much I talk to you about until now, when I can't talk to you about it. You are hereby forbidden from ever getting grounded again, okay?
I want so badly to mess it all up again right now. To draw fresh blood. But I won't. I know how upset you'd be if I did that while you were unreacheable. So I will be strong, and write you letters you'll never read, instead. Except I don't know what else to fill this letter with, so I shall end it here.
Love Always,
Me
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
Letter #1
Dear You,
Today marks day one of my week without you. I cried when I realized this. Who will help me when you can't? Who will I call at one in the morning, in tears, begging for help before I add yet another scar to my collection? You are the one who is always there for me. You help. Always. I need that more than ever right now. So what am I going to do this week when you are unreachable? Will I make it through this week okay?
I am sure as hell going to try. For your sake.
It's always for your sake.
Love Always,
Me
P.S. I feel so empty right now. Numb. I need you. I need someone to tell me that they care, that they love me. I need you to tell me that you love me.
Today marks day one of my week without you. I cried when I realized this. Who will help me when you can't? Who will I call at one in the morning, in tears, begging for help before I add yet another scar to my collection? You are the one who is always there for me. You help. Always. I need that more than ever right now. So what am I going to do this week when you are unreachable? Will I make it through this week okay?
I am sure as hell going to try. For your sake.
It's always for your sake.
Love Always,
Me
P.S. I feel so empty right now. Numb. I need you. I need someone to tell me that they care, that they love me. I need you to tell me that you love me.
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